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Thursday, April 14, 2011

Forever

It feels like I've been trying for this publishing thing forever. But really, when I think about it, it's only been about 2 1/2 years. Which is nothing in the publishing world, right? And not all of those 2 1/2 years did I know what I was doing. It's taken me a lot of time to find my voice, where I fit, where I'd like to be. Some people know that from the beginning. I didn't. I started out writing about my study abroad experience in Europe. After researching, I figured it belonged in YA. It sort of did, I guess. But that book was a mess. I tried writing in like a million point of views. Yeah. IT WAS AWFUL. And made no sense. In fact, I may not even consider that a book. Just a bunch of ramblings I put together during National Novel Writing Month.

I think I've come a long way!

I'm scared to look back at those early books. But it might be educational. And hopefully make me feel better to see that, yes, I have IMPROVED! And I hope in another 2 1/2 years that I will look back on my writing now and think I have IMPROVED!

It's so easy to get caught up in what everyone else is doing. But they had a journey too. Maybe they started before you. Maybe after. I don't want their story. I want my own.

And I hope my story ends with...

AND THEN I WAS PUBLISHED.

The End! Or The Beginning...

7 comments:

  1. It's all about the journey! Good luck! Whenever we can see just how awful our first book is, we know we're getting better! w00t!!!

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  2. It's both an end and a beginning.

    I look back at some of my earlier writing and it's scary bad.lol But we needed that to learn how to become better writers. So proud of you and I know how your story will end!

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  3. I hope you get that ending/beginning too!

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  4. You WILL be published. So will I. Know why? Because we don't give up. :D And I think that's the main thing.
    Not to mention you're uber talented. That too. :D

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  5. Nice personal story. I've never ventured to the publishing world, but from what i gather, it can be a harsh reality. Your story is encouraging though, and I wish you the best of luck in getting your writings PUBLISHED!

    Nice blog!

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  6. You are so right. It is easy to get caught up in what everyone else doing. ( I try not to!) And I hope both of our stories end with being published.

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  7. Nice nice blog. I love it.You will realize your dream. Just keep working away at it. I have 3 books published and if nothing ever happens again, as long as I keep improving I will be okay. YOu won't give up. I hope you have a critique group, very important for growth as a writer.

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